I am a person who would have died of my severe mental illness (obviously how is forbidden to say in the public arena bc it’s an absurd world) had I not tried illicitly trialing opioid agonists to treat it. I knew to get on Suboxone since it’s legal but I am clear to all why I take and admire opioids including the so called high which is my only time on earth despite 30 years of continuous mental health improvement (mainly psychotherapy since addding the Suboxone) only since the discovery of opioid agonists. So I guess my case is that of a gutter dwelling vermon?